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9/9/2007 Let me "open the sky window and speak the bright language".Reading the blog of a friend of mine, I wish her all the best in her new position in her chosen field. In fact, I've been working in the same sector as her, but didn't keep her informed, I am definitly the guilty one. I only start to feel that my career just starts, and my friend has already moved on, and who knows where we will end up; but think again, does it really mater? And, my friend, my this very friend I am writing about, if you happen to be reading this blog, I want to apologize for losing contact with you for such a long time, but you are still my good friend, hope you understand.
Looking back to my past year, I didn't get what I really want, maybe I've wasted too much time to realize that. A colleague yesterday said, in this industry, you should be as close to money as possible. That's d*mn right, and I am sort of in the position with the maximum distance toward money in my company, this is clearly not good. Although I've been given the chance to do all the training I requested, CFA, IMC, SUN, and maybe FRM and CAIA too. But with the current role, I won't go far, in fact, I start to wonder if the current role will ever get me anywhere. I need to move on too, without a shadow of doubt. I would like to have a role model to follow in the company, a model that is knowledgable and I truely respect and trust, not just moaning about everything, or just getting excited by something but never get anything tangible done, or just "I won't bother". I had been very dispointed so far, and it seems I have to proactively seek one.
I'll "open the sky window and speak the bright language" to both my reporting manager and HR next week, may be risking my job, and tell them I am not achieving what I wanted and planned, what we do about it here?.
My friend, I truely wish you the best, as you always said to me, "wish you better than me", and you seem to be doing very well. Ver well.
6/25/2007 Will Hunting10 years on, Good Will Hunting* is still shaking my heart. I've been always wondering, how would it feels like to have the intelligence of Will Hunting, solving difficult problems in Harvard and MIT just like Mozart plays the piano. Obviously I will never know. Am I being jealous? Maybe. As Shakespeare once wrote, "Nothing is so common as the wish to be remarkable", and I am just another common guy out there with the simple will to be, somewhat, remarkable. 10 years back when I was watching Will, wished I were there, in Boston, in Harvard and MIT; thinking that, with my diligence, I could have had the chance, but I never did. Do I really want that? So what do I want? A very simple question, as asked by Robin Williams. Purely the fame of the grad school, not the knowledge and great minds there? That sounds pretty sad, really sad. Will was right, do I really want to spend 70 thousand dollars to plagiarize books that I can get from a public library for free, then get the degree and leave? If so, what a pathetic man I am. Surely, I still want that, maybe indeed I am pathetic; but perhaps, there is a little bit more to it, as a dream, a dream from childhood. Isn't that something worth fighting for? Raining again, Britain's June seems reluctant to allow the true summer arrive; rain drops gently tapping on my window, the world outside has become grey and blurry. Closing my eyes, I wish, truly, a real storm is coming; I'll be prepared, to walk out of my room, into the next storm of my life. * Good Will Hunting 1997, see my favourite films 6/11/2006 Let's punt a puntPunting a punt isn't easy at all! On the river Cam, punts are out everywhere in this summer. As a Cambridge student, it would be such a good feeling to be able to punt a punt on the Cam.
To punt, a stick is struck to the river bed and used to push the punt forward. In theory, to turn left, strike the stick to the left so that your feet will push the rare part of a punt to the right and subsequently turn left. In practice, it is very difficult. It is because the resistance of water is huge when you try to lift up and re-strike your stick. Therefore, it is more common to use the stick to steer the punt after each strike, and correct the direction of the punt.
Crashing is inevitable. When two inexperienced punter heading towards each other, crashing is the general result. The more you are afraid to hit, the more likely you would hit the other punt.
Another danger is the stick would be well possible to get stuck in the river bed. When this happens, you have very little time to pull it out. If you hesitate in the split second, you might probably fall in the river. The depth of the river Cam varies very much. It could be deeper than your height under some bridges, such as the Mathematical Bridge in Queen's College; it could also be as shallow as only a feet.
But it is great fun. The first time I punted, I crached to the banks, other punts and bridge piers, i.e. everything possible to be crashed into. The second attempt was exciting. I was hit by a tree, and punting along a 'famous' zigzag route but with less crashing. When I finally master it last night (yes, night punting after 10p.m.!), it was such a great fun! Try it my friends! 6/9/2006 Meeting the Prince of WalesMeeting the Prince of Wales is indeed very unexpected. As you may already know, and in case you don't know or don't care, the Prince of Wales is Charles Philip Arthur George. I think meeting him did change my view upon him.
Internationally, maybe to the Chinese to be more specific, he is most famouse for having an afair before Diana's death, having a handsome and popular son Prince William and the other naughty son Prince Harry. Maybe less people know that he is the 21st person who holds the title of Prince of Wales in history, the first Prince of Wales who went to university after school instead of going straight to the army, the first Prince of Wales who was awarded a degree (2.2), the first English-born Prince to make a serious attempt to learn Welsh.
I met him very briefly under a completely unexpected circumstance. I attended the Cambridge Overseas Trust's invitation to overseas scholars in Cambridge at Trinity College. Prince Charles was a member of Trinity College, as well as a primary trustee of the Trust, and hence, he came to give a short speech of encouragement and congratulation. I was not keen at all to meet this Heir to the Throne. In my mind, he was just an unfaithful husband that live in an outside world and knows little about the poor and the hard-working people.
However, meeting Prince Charles did change my view somehow. He is just a man that have all the basic needs that all the others have to fulfill. He is much more close, humourous and friendly than I expected, and he was one of the person that strongly believes and encourages the scholarship should be also open to Chinese students. Now there is a thought. Although he is still living an outside world compared to mine, at least he is trying to be involved with us; He is trying to make a difference in the UK, though whether he succeeded in making one is another issue.
The Prince of Wales is closer to the society than I thought. Maybe because after the death of Diana he had more public space and air to express his political, educational, and social views. And my biggest hope is that, if next time he comes, please come with Prince William.
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5/28/2006 My lovely ThinkPad is finally back! Continue to support ThinkPad!After three weeks I sent my T40p back to IBM/Lenovo for repair, it is finally back to me, with a brand new, nice, shiny LCD panel. White is finally white again, and not yellowish any more!
To be honest, I have strong interests and confidence in ThinkPad. Absolutely not because of Lenovo, but the great performance and service it had demonstrated to me in the last three years. The repair was actually extremely quick, if you take the waiting time for parts into account. My model was rather rare with a 1400x1050 resolution, they waited 3 weeks for the LCD to arrive, and took them ONE day to repair and send back to me. I was amazed. I hope Lenono can keep up IBM's standard and continue to deliver great service. 5/21/2006 Blogging again!After reading the stories from Chern's blog, I was very inspired by his determination of blogging in English. I got to know a lot about his life and the changes in his life from his "Lighthouse" blog. I asked him what motivated him to do so, and he made an excellent point that it is the readers and their comments that keep him going. Yes, I decide to blog again, for my readers as well.
I also enriched my MSN space with my recent photos, favourite books, music, films, TV programmes and internet links.
Hope you all find it inspiring. |
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